Yesterday we went to the farmers market and got apples, a blobby zucchini,
honey, a red pepper, green beans, carrots, onions, turnips, a wee kabocha
squash, leeks, and mushrooms.
I dampened the next panel of purple canvas and P helped try to pull it back
on grain, with limited success. I ironed it dry, pulling it straighter,
which may have helped more. I packed up the chair seat pattern.
I did clip out the circles on the raised herringbone embroidery, and
replaced them with a much flatter stitch evoking fireflies. I moved the
hoop, and embroidered a St Birgitta border I am quite proud of. Crown of
Renewal continues well, though with a CN for child abuse. The rogue still
kicks ass. The loose threads from all the other books are slowly getting
worked into the final tapestry.
Lunch was good; (CN disordered eating) I overserved but was able to exert
appropriate stopping willpower before overeating. As it gets darker and my
anxiety gets worse that can sometimes be an issue; competing anxieties
about eating feeling physically unpleasant but also worrying it will get
worse if I continue/take too long but also worrying that if I don’t eat
enough I’ll lose weight and that will feel worse all the time, not just
at mealtimes, so I better eat as much as I can as quickly as possible
before it feels too bad to continue. It’s not great. If I can slow down,
stop before it feels bad, and eat bigger snacks to compensate, life is
better, but it’s hard to remember that in the moment. Small victory is
small but still a victory. (/CN)
Crossword, then P tested out a method for cooking meat without beefing the
whole house: slow cooker on the porch. It worked fairly well, so maybe
he’ll be able to clear the chest freezer this year before the next beef
draft in the spring.
Dinner was good, watched some Elementary, snack, sleep.