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Yesterday I interviewed some more summer internship candidates, went to a meeting about how to prioritize upcoming work applying what we learned from the pandemic to our pre-pandemic surveillance systems on influenza, met with S and B for data scaling, and went to team leads. R is back, so team leads took the full hour, nobody wanted to decide anything, and we spent most of the time on topics nobody had put on the agenda. Wore me out. I then spent an hour wordsmithing a slack post on why we should hire an intern for the project I said we would hire an intern for two weeks ago. I am already tired.

Dinner, crossword, then I watched the first episode of the Lost In Space series from 2019. For people with survival training they sure spend a lot of time bare-headed and sitting on the ice when they’ve all got hoods and the tent is right frickin’ there. It helps to focus on the character story, since that seems well-developed.

Sleep; dreamt of what might have been the origins of the gym A and I went to as tweens/teens, working with younger kids, maintaining equipment, knotting lattices, pivoting little ones to clown school when the pressure made it not fun anymore.

I finished Courting Darkness and started Faerie Forged. So far, so good, though protag really needs to talk to her allegedly best friend. Bids for attention really is a useful model of relationship maintenance.

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Yesterday I tried again to generate repair data for the surveys indicator, this time with the addition of code from N to reduce the memory requirements. It cut running times in half, so I expect it to have finished successfully this time. I met with the claims folks, Engineering, and the high school robotics girls. I had a dentist appointment for a cleaning, which went well. Then I met with R to discuss chronic illness and life after the fellowship, which I had been angsting about, but shouldn’t have — he’s very much in favor of everyone taking excellent care of their health, and I had to talk him down from making me take time off this month instead of waiting for April. So that’s a load off. Didn’t prevent me from having anxiety attacks about it in the evening overthinking everything I’d said, but still a net load off.

Dinner together, trash, crossword, then I watched the final episode of SG-1. I had some nausea issues afterwards that turned into a couple of panic attacks, but they faded with some time playing an appropriately mechanical geometry puzzle game. I dreamt of helping L plan and run a themed party, and something about a fancy restaurant whose koi escaped to puddles in the street during some extreme rainfall.

I finished Whisper and started The Temple of Forgotten Secrets. Another CN for sexual assault; it would be nice if this author could think of literally any other way to constrain the actions of the female characters.

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Yesterday I had a rough day 1 of menses and didn’t really get started until 10:30. I collected more data on the performance of the UNION prototype and wrote it up to ask Modeling whether the speed hit will be prohibitive for them. I went to team leads, one on ones, and a viz design review, merged the big PRs to production, and reviewed a bunch more.

Dinner solo after forgetting P was in class (oops), SG-1, crossword once P emerged, then snack, more Aleeve, and sleep.

I totally spaced on generating data for J until she messaged me about it at 8pm. 😭 I did get it done during recaps and titles of TV time though so I’m hoping that gives her enough time.

Dreamt of a prominent Alaskan seafood campaign, recipe development for hamentaschen with moon cake filling, and a vaguely threatening ride on a school bus.

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Yesterday I babied various upload jobs on the server, though it turns out a botched kill of the nightly backup caused one of the normal hourly csv uploads to take seven hours, pushing the whole schedule out of whack. I wasn’t able to fill all the gaps in history by end of day, but I hope to finish that up today. In the afternoon I had one on ones and therapy, which was exhausting. This week was a lot, and sitting with that was no fun at all. Afterwards I lurked in the Zoom link for my weekly meeting with J, but she didn’t show; meanwhile I released the new version of Epidata on PyPI, badly once, then properly. I also debugged and temporarily fixed a problem with the surveys data by reverting to a backup archive file. I still need to drop the bad rows in the database and figure out why the monthly archive backup isn’t working properly, but that’s for another day.

Dinner, crossword, SG-1, snack, sleep. Dreamt of costume swaps, failing the Olin Challenge, bus routes, and being strangely committed to but struggling with a particular method of archiving my AP US History notes from high school. The sound of papers sliding past each other under pressure.

I started reading Where Late The Sweet Birds Sang by Kate Wilhelm, which so far seems to be an enormous incest fantasy in the guise of a post-apocalyptic dubiously science fiction dystopia. The climate stuff is fine, the infertility stuff is a good twist, but like... all the suspicions about clones seem like they should equally apply to twins, and it’s a struggle to suspend disbelief sometimes.

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Monday I diagnosed and fixed a problem with the claims indicator. Yesterday I held a meeting with C and B to grade OKRs for engineering, then worked with A to assemble the remaining tasks for getting the HHS hospital admissions indicator out the door. Still irritable, probably a combination of hormones and reaching the end of my reserves for working this hard. I figured I’d get about a year out of it, and, yep. I need to meet with R about that.

Dinner, crossword, SG-1, snack, sleep. Dreamt of pixies and farm equipment.

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Yesterday was rough, so I mostly stayed in bed all day watching SG-1. I did finish writing cards for gifts, and packed everything up in boxes. An Absolutely Remarkable Thing continues the same, with the discomfort of watching characters face trolls and the thrill of seeing imperfect people try hard to work together and do better. We did the crossword after lunch and scrabble after dinner (580s?). More SG-1, snack, sleep. Long involved dreams of all the interpersonal parts of the pandemic except with a different cast of characters from my life, which was very weird. Anarcho-communist meetings, complicated snacks, art supplies, perfume dealers, a TA union and strike, landlords, a deep dive into the collaborative design and construction of a particolored leather handbag dyed with cough syrup for some reason.

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Yesterday was Christmas. We did a Zoom call with P’s family, gifts between us (a Chinese cleaver and sand ginger for P, books on Japanese knitting patterns and Lakota recipes for me) and what had arrived from family (grippy oven mitts, a trivet, nice coffee, local corn grits). I spent the rest of the day getting grouchy and hormonal but managed to declare it and shield P from the worst of it. Crossword after lunch. The afternoon went to roasting the enormous tromboncino: sliced the neck into short lengths, peeled, diced; cut the seed cavity in half lengthwise and then did the same, scraping out the seeds with a grapefruit spoon. Surprisingly spaghetti-squash like texture around the seeds. Roasted with olive oil and salt, four sheet pans total. Roasting was a good call, since they reduced in size so substantially that I suspect boiling or steaming would’ve resulted in something watery and tasteless. As it is, the resulting tiny cubes are delicious. A+ will definitely repeat the experiment next year.

Dinner, talked to my folks, scrabble (563), SG-1, sleep. Extensive dreams about pandemic mishandling in schools.

Started reading An Absolutely Remarkable Thing by Hank Green. The autobiographical content is pretty uncomfortable, but the plot is legit and the characters are sticky and imperfect. People solving problems in groups. Recommend.

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Yesterday I successfully scheduled J’s vacation, merged a pile of PRs, went to the all hands, worked on the F pipeline, met with Engineering, had therapy (which was good because omg this week just ugh), and fixed a broken JHU signal that was causing the combo cases and deaths indicator to fail. Dinner, tricky crossword, getting Z to schedule interviews is like pulling teeth, Legacies, then a surprise bout of insomnia that carried me well past even P’s bedtime. Dreamt of some kind of puzzle but the details are already gone.

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Yesterday morning was rough; the new aggregation and validation edits to fix the F bug didn’t manage to run successfully, and it took more than an hour to fix. By then, we had started the server migration schedule, so no upload to the API was possible. I ran out of time before the Indicators meeting and couldn’t shower and had to rush breakfast. Moody af and getting all my routines out of order. Indicators thankfully went well, ended on time, then I got my shower, and had a therapy appointment, which these days is always a lift. Lunch, spent an hour on email and Slack, then finished fixing the aggregation issues. Interviewed a masters student from CSD for the backend engineering position, decided to hire him. Helped test the at stages of the server migration, then got the new aggregations posted to the API.

Dinner, crossword, DS9, snack, sleep. Dreamt of logo redesigns and jaywalking.

Bone Witch is in a moment where it’s grabbed a YA-shaped 2x4 and is battering the audience over the head with it.

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Yesterday I integrated the zip filters, fixed a nasty problem with my local git repository about macs being case-insensitive file systems, then generated the new survey IDs and verified with F that they were now more-or-less correct. I narrowed down but did not fully identify or fix an issue with signups on the crowdcast site, implemented a couple quick fixes, updated the COVID case data, and deployed to production. I helped D identify inactive crowdcast users and turn off their reminder emails so we don’t exceed our monthly email quota with whatever service we’re using. I implemented weighted aggregation files for F, in our format but with a special extra column at their request, and delivered them.

I’m exhausted and it’s starting to express itself in a destructive antisocial direction that’s not great. I’m leaping at easy-to-complete tasks that aren’t on my list in order to avoid the tricky ones that are. I’m doing other people’s work without consulting them because it’s easier to just fold them into what I’m currently doing than stop to coordinate. I should probably... tell my supervisor that.

Worked until 8, then dinner, crossword, and sleep. Dreamt of cruise ship activities?

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Yesterday I was able to get back to the White! I finished cleaning the platform under the throat plate, cleaned the bobbin winder mechanism, and started disassembling and cleaning the handwheel and chuck. I made another batch of nut and seed bars. I’m a bit hormonal and overwhelmed, so it’s good to rest my brain. I’ve been listening to all the back episodes of The Anthropocene Reviewed. Highly recommend if you feel the need to zoom your perspective out. DS9, loads of trouble getting to sleep, but ultimately dreamt of doppelgängers and conspiracies and hanging out with R and her cats and missing the bus.

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Yesterday I looked at options for swapping in parts from a newer-model electronic sewing machine pedal to replace the rheostat in the White. Alas, the only ones available are three-prong, which means they would not be a direct replacement. They might still work if I can figure out what they actually do, but I’m starting to think my only cost-effective options are to build one myself or wait and see what the performance with the rheostat actually is before replacing it at all. I’m struggling to think of any other household appliances that have a variable speed and load profile even remotely similar to a sewing machine.

For work I spent about half the day on R prototypes and the other half getting familiar with our deployment system and the PHP for the forecast page. I implemented some cosmetic changes and fixed a bug in the error bars display. I also wrote up a sketch for how to organize the international data so it more or less fits in with the existing history display routines.

After work there was dinner, trash, crossword, DS9, and sleep. Dreamt of an Olin edition of Repair Shop, the best chocolate biscuits, a Gibson in need of TLC, and being late.

Personal update: having more trouble with basic self-care executive dysfunction than usual, like being alarmingly resistant to shift out of an uncomfortable position. Stress is stress.

Broader COVID-19 update: Pittsburgh sanitation workers are on strike (?) not for higher pay but just so they can be equipped with better (or any) PPE. This seems entirely reasonable to me and alarming that we weren’t already doing that. PA state senate passed a bunch of useful stuff just waiting for the governor’s signature, like postponing the primary to 2 June, absolving school districts of state testing requirements, and reducing the hoops required for unemployment. If you’re looking for media that’s informative but nevertheless uplifting, I recommend Ologies. The episodes Virology and All (Washed) Hands On Deck have been great.

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Yesterday I took apart some more old shirts. I’m maybe getting better at slitting coverstitch so it’s easy to pull out? Evelyn Hardcastle continues great — smearing from an event story, as most mysteries are, into an idea story. Recommend.

Rage-quit on lunch again. Reliable meals are no longer smelling like food and I’m struggling with what to do about that. At work I made some progress on a chart for figuring out how to assign type signatures to intent frames under the new annotation scheme, then thought about how I would set that up in a group meeting and started some diagrams showing how sempre works... which turned into a whole-ass slide deck. Mmf.

The usual shuttle was cancelled, so P was lovely and picked me up. His meeting with D went well, and he now has some soft plans for a hard discussion with his booster club on getting their act together. Dinner was good, then we did the crossword, I watched the season finale of Witcher (borderline too much misery for me, though the rest of the series is great. ymmv), and dicked around on the internet until bedtime. Dreamt, but all that remains is an old stained-glass window from a room divider, and a row of icons from defunct chat clients.

Goofy grin

Feb. 20th, 2020 07:12 am
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Yesterday I sewed the first side of all the elastics down. At work I fixed a bunch of stuff on the current test before coming up against retraining, then committed the whole lot. Home, mending and Witcher, dinner, trash, crossword, mending and Witcher, sleep. An ambivalent food day with whiffs of depression. Dreamt of roommates and single moms kicking ass and end-of-semester cleanouts and deep conversations about regional dialect in different languages.

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Yesterday was a repeated exercise in backing myself into corners. The whole house slept in until almost nine, which didn’t help. PT came for G, which put off baking time until nearly lunch, since they usually do laps through the kitchen. I did make the nut and seed bars: the sunflower seeds were raw, because the WF we’d gone to didn’t have roasted unsalted ones. I attempted to roast mine, but something was fishy smelling about the results. Fine, I’d bought pepitas, and I’ve done all-pepitas bars before. No wee pan for syrup, so, microwave. Forgot the honey. The whole mixture turned out dry, so added water, which made it misbehave while pressing into shape. Baked them, assuming the oven would work the same as at home. No. Torched the whole lot. Hangry by then, so, lunch. Showered and took off for the library. While arranging the spreads into a signature I realized I’d counted my spreads wrong and was one short. Made an extra spread out of small happy moments and places. The librarian was nice and let me break a twenty for the copier, though I still came up short in small bills for the number of copies I’d selected, and something must be weird with one of the rollers because it transferred bits of ghost images randomly. Is okay; is authentically DIY. But, by then it was like 4:30, and I desperately needed snack, and there were no snacks at the house, and I forgot it gets dark earlier here because we’re farther east in the time zone, and it was thunder sleeting. Wellp. Walked to the bus stop, ate the candy bar that was still in my bag, walked to WF, bought walnuts and coconut to try for another batch of bars, bought cinnamon cookies in case they flop again, then sat in the eating area and plugged in my poor abused cell phone to wait for P to pick me up. Home, dinner, scrabble, then finished looking over P’s teaching portfolio. Sleep. Woof. Dreamt I could phase through matter, which was cool, but it was chiefly to get away from a race of telepathic tyrannosaurs and their minions, which was extremely not cool. Running into my abusive ex while on a half-baked road trip was almost pleasant in comparison. Ugh.

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Yesterday I felled the side panels, sewed and felled the front and back panels, and set those pieces aside for the weekend. I cut out the front, side, and zip panel pieces for the second couch back. At work I wrapped up the IF demo materials for Tuesday, reset my LIA environment for the SPARQL branch to re-familiarize myself with all of that for Wednesday’s design meeting, and switched off prep for that with running data transfer jobs for transitioning one of W’s old servers to new hardware. Home, warmed up under covers, also PMSing pretty hard, dinner, crossword, Elementary, snack, sleep. Dreamt of social dances I didn’t know, parasitic insects, mutiny, skateboards, and thick-shelled pumpkins.

Flying bus

Nov. 3rd, 2019 07:12 am
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Yesterday I baked the nut and seed bars. I forgot the cinnamon, but they’re okay anyway. Slightly too sweet.

I sewed the long piped seam on the second chair seat, clipped curves, and stuck it on the cushion. It’s gorgeous! Very pleased. I made paper patterns for the sofa back.

I finished the last couple french knots on the triangle embroidery sampler, re-hooped, and drew out a leaf pattern that I filled with raised herringbone stitch. I started a couple circle stitches for berries but they’re pretty squirrelly so I might try again.

I tried the whiskey deodorant and was impressed with the results. I tend not to shower on the weekends to save water and avoid being wet, but have slowly been getting more BO issues over the last year or so and was reconsidering the merits of the practice. Ethanol seems to be the answer— it totally reset the process. It’s a company called Pit Liquor if you want to try.

Lunch was fine, dinner was an executive function struggle. I managed something surprisingly tasty but there was less of it than there really should be. Made up for the lack with more carbs but that’s not really ideal.

Crossword, Elementary, snack, sleep. Dreamt of weird sororities and puppy road trips and talking music with K.

Colder

Oct. 18th, 2019 07:39 am
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Yesterday I took measurements for the chair seats and started marking out a pattern. Oath of Fealty continues well; the author has gotten better at handling multiple plot lines simultaneously. TW sexual assault, child abuse, and some brief body horror.

At work I ground through an expository section on the parts of adding a simple sensor/effector, and went to a meeting with T, F, and B outlining his possible research directions. I still need to schedule a big meeting of my own for going over the base grammar but was overcome with a wave of irrational feelings of incompetence. Seasonal anxiety gonna anx.

P had the car on campus, so we went to geagle on the way home and got nuts, sunflower seeds, almond butter, avocado oil, chips, mozzarella, butter, and cinnamon raisin bread. Home, I processed most of this week’s apples into the dehydrator, dinner, crossword, Elementary, snack, sleep. Dreamt of learning to ride a bike in a shallow river, bad police, and Christmas mornings.

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Yesterday I finished sewing the long piped seam on the second chair back cushion. Somehow I still don’t have the pattern quite right, as I had to ease the fuck out of it after the first curve, and managed to sew the second curve sufficiently shorter to successfully pre-empt that issue. Whatever, though: no more chair backs to do. Next is chair seats.

I finished Oath of Gold and started another sister trilogy about Paksenarrion’s servicemates. The first one is called Oath of Fealty. Lotta oaths. Good so far.

At work I got the pytheo docs and demo back up to date for the JPM folks, then returned to the dev walkthrough. One of the commands is sufficiently ambiguous that I gave up on wordsmithing and implemented the read/write feature in the lexicon I’ve been thinking about for ages. Retrained, and it seems to work! Hooray. At 5 we had our first lab meeting of the semester, and heard a visiting research group from Slovenia talk on event-based information extraction. It was good.

P had the car on campus so drove us home. Late dinner but that was fine; what wasn’t fine was the surprise patchouli in one of the soap samples that arrived from my favorite vendor in MI. I’ve developed some kind of sensitivity, and just smelling it over and over and over was irritating.

Crossword, Elementary, snack, sleep.

Olin trans news: I got a nice response from PM but I get the idea they’re not going to send out a public clarification.

Also got email back from OXO; they’re happy to send replacement dishes if I send them a photo. Can do.

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Yesterday I properly walked all the seams on the chair back pattern and made several adjustments. Still a couple more to do.

Lots of adulting. I arranged for a custom purse by an Etsy seller in earthy red tapestry fabric and brown leather. It’s my birthday present to myself; arrival before end of semester. I noticed my Zoloft was getting low, and apparently had run out of auto renews. Renewed that, but I had planned on switching to winter dosage at Halloween anyhow so scheduled a doctors appointment for Friday. Requested the whole day as PTO because fuck winter that’s why. Saturday will be rainy from 10-noon but I should really try the tai chi class in sqhill anyway. I am hunkering too much and starting to get exec dysfunction issues.

At work I went to a meeting with B, T, and F to plan Thursday’s call. It was surprisingly pleasant; I think most of B’s anxiety was not knowing what to expect and preferring overpreparing to under. T will show a demo video, F and I will give verbal updates of the student work and backend support finished over the summer, it’ll be good. I spent the rest of the afternoon writing up some light poking at the Enron dataset I did for M, and splitting off the in-depth but outdated LIA walkthrough from the more typical readme material.

Home on the shuttle with an exhausted P; Mondays have three classes for him and really wear him out. Dinner, some research into spice grinders, crossword, Elementary, sleep. More fragile after meals than usual; pretty sure it’s just the darkness.

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