This week was good. M's birthday was on Tuesday, and we did a Zoom call to celebrate. Henri didn’t hit them too hard so they still had power and everything. Handled a minor management crisis at work by freaking out a bit and calling for help from R&R, and it was the best thing I could’ve done (also, positive reinforcement, self, for asking for help). I’m experimenting with having folks write their own goals for fall, which has fallen predictably flat for the first go-round so I might schedule 1:1s with everybody to do it with a captive audience instead. I’m starting to write more code myself; this week I put in PRs for a major revision to the indicators GitHub actions and some tweaks to the indicator status pages in the frontend, and also poked hard at MariaDB ColumnStore on the sandbox machine. P had a telemedicine appointment, and they’re going to try him on some different meds. I’m bringing beans and squash out of the garden pretty regularly. One of the juvenile groundhogs has figured out how to climb the fence, but seems to primarily enjoy squash leaves, and there are always too many of those anyhow so I hardly mind. P has started experimenting with the emmer wheat semolina from Anson Mills, and it is mind-boggling; whole wheat flavor but the most delicate texture, and it rolls out thin thin thin. The heavier-duty pasta machine he ordered from China has arrived, so the next batch will be on that.
Charleston Gold makes great mujaddara
Aug. 15th, 2021 08:15 amYesterday I made substantial progress on the sewing room; one of the tables is nearly clear, and all the miscellaneous cardboard boxes of junk have been broken down and sorted into bins.
Ran out of podcasts and audiobooks; resorting to Pandora. I’ll get sick of french bossa nova eventually pls send recs
New goal: annual->seasonal
Aug. 14th, 2021 07:39 amThursday was cleaning day: I split my closet into donations, landfill, and cloth re-use, moved everything piled on the couch in the nest into the closet, and vacuumed. The power went out during dinner and didn’t come back on before dark. Early bedtime!
Friday was talking day: I had a therapy appointment, then gave the big-picture talk for the all-hands meeting at work (oops for scheduling that during my PTO). Wrote up a quick thing about our lab’s experience with OKRs and other goal-setting and progress tracking schemes for C, and put a half hour into the sewing room.
Heat and humidity still oppressive.
I finished season 5 of The Expanse, and started Trollhunter, of all things.
Dreamt of being lost at MIT
Aug. 12th, 2021 08:06 amYesterday I made another batch of lentils and millet, cleaned out my clothes closet, and cleared off the futon in the nest, aka The Coldest Place. Dew point was hideous all day.
P had a wretched night. He tested negative for COVID on Monday but if we don’t hear back from the doctor today I may have to call them.
For great comfort
Aug. 9th, 2021 07:18 amYesterday we went to the farmers market and got nectarines, pluots, apricots, and peaches, melomacarona cookies, mushrooms, eggplant, broccolini, cilantro, basil, tomatoes, onions, garlic, rhubarb (!), and scallions. We ran into C and had a good solid chat to catch up, and wound up discussing commonly-misinterpreted art (Felix Gonzales-Torres, John Cage, an art installation I’ve been unable to google involving homemade bread fed on blood). Miss hanging out with C.
Home, lunch, crossword, spent the afternoon reading fanfic in the breeze from the window and taking a nap. Early dinner, then we drove over to B&S’s place north of the river for drinks and dessert. It was deeply satisfying to have so much unstructured time to tell stories and hopes and worries and triumphs and struggles big and small. Their deck is perfect. They have bats!
Home past my bedtime, but still had a snack before sleep since I’d skipped my afternoon one. Dreamt of autonomous school buses, being snowed in in a clothing shop, using math to convince a friend to stop doing dangerous shit in his unusually tall garage, something about barns and warm hay, staying dry.
Ruth Goodman method
Aug. 8th, 2021 07:37 amYesterday we went on a small adventure looking for COVID self-tests, but came up empty. P has been hitting a low fever in the evenings, and in combination with the respiratory stuff we’d been assuming was asthma Bright on by allergies, it’s making him understandably nervous. He’ll go into campus Monday for a test instead.
I made another batch of crispy roasted fava beans, with pretty great results. This time I was pressed for attention, so I just brought the pot to a boil, slapped the lid on and stashed it in the turned-off oven with the door closed. By the time I came back it had cooled to 170F or so but everything was perfectly tender. I’ll have to repeat the experiment to get the timing right, otherwise wow, easy. They roasted for maybe 45 minutes at 425, then I backed off to 200 for hours until I gave up; another 15 minutes at 325 did the trick.
Did the laundry and hung it out on the line. Washed my hair, which is now long enough to be a whole production I only do twice a week. Had a cinnamon roll for snack, and otherwise sat and read fanfic with the windows open and a strong breeze. Dinner, scrabble (337, bingo RESEALING), internet, sleep. Dreamt of darning with fine wool yarns, carpool caravans, conductive textile logic gates.
Crustworthy had cinnamon buns
Aug. 7th, 2021 07:19 amBeen a bit.
This past week at work was largely about reviewing progress on our summer goals, many of which are behind, but July turned out to be a wretched month for surprises. Food-wise I’ve been leaning on meal bars for snacks more often (GoMacro, coconut chocolate chip), but my weight is stable so it doesn’t seem to be doing any harm. I’ve been reading Braiding Sweetgrass and have some intense thoughts about it I’ll write up later. For now though, just a CN for suic*de; that was a surprise. Still working through Expanse. I went out to the garden while lunch cooked more often than not, to pick beans, water, move the hose around, and keep an eye on the tromboncini. We’ve started doing the bee puzzle in the crossword app as a warmup, and yesterday’s pangram was quite good. The White is fully back in its cabinet and runs acceptably enough for sewing. The sticky spot in the mechanism can cause an alarming vibration at some speeds but nothing life-threatening. We’ve ordered a desk for me to work at so I can move the cabinet back into the sewing room where it belongs.
I’ve got the coming week off, which was slightly overdue as I’ve been pretty exhausted. Looking forward to the rest and altered focus.
Despite the early hour in CA even
Jul. 30th, 2021 07:22 amYesterday I almost had a therapy appointment at nine, but it turned out she’d double-booked. Upside was that I had a much more relaxed morning schedule than planned, since I’d had to shove in something at 11:30 that stomped all over my normal lunch arrangements on Thursdays. The 11:30 was D doing an excellent job convincing R&R that the query-time computation system was legit more complicated than they expected. I had to drop out briefly for the last forecast eval dash meeting with K, which was shorter than usual because it turned out all the forecasting stakeholders had last-minute conflicts. After lunch I lurked in the research meeting and heard A give his presentation about ICD codes and syndromic identification, then we had team leads and decided most of the remaining open items for the API key registration system. I had my first 1:1 with G, which I think will go a long way to help keep him engaged and everybody’s brain weasels at bay.
P and I packed up dinner and met A at what will soon be their new house in Sqhill. It’s gorgeous, a little tight in the hallways of the oldest parts, but has a sizable dry basement which will hold all the books they can’t find room for in the rest of the house. We did a detailed walk of the intensively-developed gardens, then picked up dinner for A and ate in the park. It was really good to see her, and I’m glad they’re moving back to town so we can see more of both of them.
We finished up way past my bedtime, but we snuck in a crossword before I passed out. Forgot my evening meds, so I was up for an hour at 3:30. Boo. Distressing dreams then, but I don’t remember the details; afterwards I dreamt of a board game franchise based on a (dreamworld) TV show in which Xena and Gabrielle had guest-starred for a couple of later seasons. Not bad.
Rain, please
Jul. 29th, 2021 06:23 amYesterday I went to the claims meeting, started prep for OKRs review next week, merged a pile of pull requests and put out an indicators release, and ran the high school robotics girls meeting all by myself! It went fine, with the girls’ help. I also met with J and A about some questions they had about navigating GitHub for a documentation project they’re working on.
Dinner, crossword, Expanse, direct to sleep. Dreamt of some kind of ranch we were trying to kick the male chauvinists out of. There was neat stuff in the attic.
I finished Something Wicked and started From Hell’s Heart. I was surprised to find more story, since until the last line it seemed like Wicked was going to wrap everything up rather nicely. But lo! There is indeed more. What luck!
It’s probably better on a tablet
Jul. 25th, 2021 07:39 amYesterday we went to a picnic for my research group! It was the first time I’d met almost everybody in person, held at a gorgeous event area at one of the new loft spaces on the south side. Mostly outdoors, well-ventilated, high-ceilinged indoors, and all the adults were of course vaccinated because epidemiologists don’t mess around. A bunch of the Fellows were able to make it and it was grand to get a chance to catch up. C and R brought their dogs and I got some quality happy animal time. R took some candid photos and one posed. R made an informal speech based on a mildly patriarchal quote which I then modified to my favorite “if you want to go fast, go alone; if you want to go far, bring people with you”; very in-character for our dynamic. Had a lovely time and left before getting overwhelmed.
Spent the next couple hours decompressing with a delightful perspective-bending game called Gorogoa and texting with A. Did the normal weekly laundry and hung it out on the line. Had a snack, watched more Expanse. Dinner, brought in the clothes, crossword, finished Gorogoa, snack, sleep. Dreamt of preparing for some kind of research competition a la science olympiad but for grad students; chocolate; pro-level hide and seek; peeking through the keyholes in the doors on the second floor of my grandparents’ house.
Getting to look at all the things
Jul. 24th, 2021 06:59 amYesterday I had the day off. I flipped the bedding and spun the mattress, washed everything and hung it out on the line. I went through my favorite grain farm online and ordered more oatmeal, popcorn, and a couple different kinds of grits. I also ordered from a new place in North Carolina just to see what they’re like. I made another batch of lentils and millet and packed it up for the freezer. After lunch we did the crossword, then I made some progress on the gearbox for the White. I trimmed the spacers to fit and filled the other side with wee sections of spring. I cut an access hole for the trim pot then started putting everything together. Remains is just the linkage, then I can do a load test and tune the pot. In the late afternoon I met with J about her journal paper, then A about her job hunt. Dinner, scrabble (597, bingo for STRIDES), Expanse, snack, sleep. Dreamt of some imaginary girls night, winemaking, figs growing on ficus trees, rhubarb as a root vegetable, ropes courses, giving a very easygoing dog a bath, something about mapping out classic tourist destinations in Europe, and drones in the context of sexual harassment. I woke well-rested but I’m maybe regretting putting hops in the linen closet bags?
I finished Tooth And Claw, which was a doozy. It got much heavier and much deeper, real fast, a whiff of Wizard Knight about it. Highly recommended.
Who puts tortilla chips in the fridge
Jul. 23rd, 2021 07:33 amYesterday I fixed some blown signal titles in the meta sheet, worked through some tricky staffing discussions with R&R, heard K and V give their final presentation of their data analysis project on identifying leading indicators and using them to predict cases and deaths rises (which was stellar, very proud of K), lead a team leads discussion on what we should track when using the new API key scheme and how to reduce the impact on casual users, then had most of my Friday 1:1s since I’m off today. Solid productive work day.
I cleaned up early and spent some quality time in the garden, clearing the paths of comfrey and lemon balm and arugula. I spread some more alfalfa meal everywhere leaves and stems matter. The beans are starting to produce in earnest. The squash is growing bold.
Dinner, crossword (cute trick), Expanse, snack, sleep. Dreamt of a vacation at some kind of large inland lake; a cabin, a freeway system, a row of open-air eateries on a pier, clear water, pebbled shore.
Tooth And Claw continues well, if a bit heavy on the allegorical “these experiences will redeem you Or Else”.
Yesterday I released the new version of the meta data and the new version of the export data page to match, though something seems to have stalled since the changes aren’t showing up in prod. I had no meetings in the afternoon for a change, and used the time to document a pile of the scalability problems we’ve had over the last year and a half in the data warehouse PRD. Felt good.
Dinner, crossword, Expanse, snack, sleep. Dreamt of making a dress out of dark burgundy satin with a mesh overlay I’d painted with iridescent burgundy, black, and gold, a used goods store famous for its fabric and sewing section, going yarn shopping with P’s mom, riding a bike competently and confidently home from campus.
I finished Fringe Runner, and it shoved one of the few moderately-redeeming female characters into a refrigerator. What trash. Don’t bother with it.
Started reading Tooth And Claw by KT Davies, the sequel to Dangerous To Know. So far it’s more delightfully irreverent theater but is expanding beyond the reaches of plausible D&D. Some body horror but the protagonist doesn’t dwell on it.
Something something melted
Jul. 21st, 2021 07:01 amYesterday I ran the production systems meeting and the data scaling meeting, lurked in an ad-hoc team leads meeting about whether to stop publishing weekly forecasts for a bit while we adjust to the changing data landscape (cases and deaths reporting has rapidly been decreasing in quality), and assembled a shift in how we’re using one of the columns of the metadata sheet. I also wrote up the shortlist for the research programmer position to send to R&R.
I did a turn through the garden at lunch and tied up the squash again, gave the cucumbers some more air, and watered the beans a bit.
I’ve been having trouble stopping work on time, instead getting repeatedly distracted by one more thing.
Dinner, crossword, Expanse, direct to sleep as it was late. Dreamt of the sort of transformative feel-good coming-of-age detention you only get in fiction. And soft friendly birds that liked to be held.
I started reading Fringe Runner by Rachel Aukes, an antiestablishment space activism story with problematic elements. The refreshing bit is an ablist world, anti-ablist author; the depressing one is misogynist world, thus-far misogynist author. There’s also a tiresome obsession with secret societies that takes itself way too seriously but also has dismal infosec policy. The plot is reasonable though so we’ll see if it redeems itself.
Figure out foliar spray
Jul. 20th, 2021 07:25 amYesterday I finished the remaining diagrams for the process mapping final report, did a shitton of tiny tasks I’d been putting off, reported some problems with the data exporter, sent off our MSE proposal, and chatted briefly with D about the HR policy bullshit that drove our hiring decision.
I did a turn through the garden over snack (trying a new meal bar for those, they’re okay but have enough nutrition to be worth the disappointment). The beans are starting, and the squash has invaded the other trellis. The borage will bloom soon. I’ll need to do another round of arugula carnage this weekend to give the marigolds and cucumbers some air.
Dinner, did a gut check for A looking at a response to a transphobic article our uncle posted (she did great), crossword, Expanse, snack, sleep. Dreamt of an epic search for a very wily cat.
Whiffs of slowburn
Jul. 19th, 2021 07:25 amYesterday we went to the farmers market and got peaches, apricots, blueberries, melomacarona, mushrooms, eggplant, beans, broccolini, cilantro, basil, tomatoes, and onions. After lunch we did the crossword, and we did the laundry and hung it out on the line. I worked on some mending and started reading Dangerous To Know by KT Davies, an irreverent bit of roguelike D&D theater with eclectic cultural heritage. The villains are pretty tinny but the two main characters have substantial depth. Snack, Expanse, dinner, pulled in the clothes, scrabble (604, scored 66 with JERKED), more Expanse, snack, sleep. Dreamt of art school problem-solving, a complicated leaf table, offering crash space, and some kind of game with a weird cooking mechanic.
Hush, I can’t hear the organ
Jul. 18th, 2021 08:02 amYesterday I moved the third axle in the speed control gearbox for the White into position, and what do you know but it works great. I cut a spacer to keep the new gear in place. Next is cutting an access hole to the minimum speed adjustment pot, then seeing if the existing linkage bar will do or if I need to make a new one, then a bench test to set the pot, then installation into the cabinet. End is in sight!
After lunch I had therapy, which involved a lot of zoning out since it’d been a busy week and I was pretty exhausted. Crossword, snack, Expanse, dinner, more Expanse, snack, sleep. Dreamt of dorms and money and dance class, weird suites and fundraising and onboarding new admins.
Old photos and absent family
Jul. 16th, 2021 07:17 amYesterday we released the new sheet-based metadata system, and I put all my remaining free time into the process mapping report. The API struggled with performance issues all day, going back to 1AM so we know it wasn’t the metadata release. The fix we tried resolved the one error we were able to find, but not alas the performance problems. I met briefly with J to go over the edits requested by the journal reviewers and talk about a documentation project some of the girls want to help out with, then called it good.
P made a telemedicine appointment for this afternoon, but was otherwise feeling much better except for a low fever in the evening. I let B know we may have to cancel dinner plans Saturday.
Dinner, crossword, Expanse, snack, sleep. Dreamt of hotels, food shopping with friends, bus routes, trying to see a play but being unable to remember the PIN to any of my cards, a VR game about planning a wedding in a bizarre sortof frontier context.
And again for a surprise thunderstorm
Jul. 15th, 2021 07:09 amYesterday I did a bunch of prep work for a release this morning, finished all the wording edits for the process mapping report, screened what will probably be the final candidate for the research programmer position, collected feedback from B and G on their interviews, and held the high school robotics girls meeting. They helped me figure out a problem with moving tables from google sheets to Word, so I have now aged into the place where you ask people younger than you for tech support. 😅
Dinner, crossword, then I started watching The Expanse, against my better judgement. I’m not really interested in grimdark futures, the one we have is plenty, thank you.
Snack, sleep. P was up in the wee hours coughing up drip, some of which was alarming enough to call the doctor today. Temp and blood oxygen are both normal, so hopefully it’s a false alarm.