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2020-10-25 07:14 am

If you don’t get what you don’t ask for

Yesterday mom called to deliver the final news on grandma. There will be not a funeral, a service, or a memorial, but a party at the end of next summer.

With the rest of the day, I submitted orders for soap, luffa sponges, and oatmeal and polenta. I cleaned the upstairs kitchen and did all the dishes. After lunch I put in the laundry, then we did the crossword and I hung the laundry out on the line. Snack, then I opened packages from last week, one from a wicca supply place and one from a tooling supply place.

The first had some ingredients for incense, including makko powder and mugwort. I ground some up with a couple frankincense tears (very sticky; I’ll try freezing it next time), added water, kneaded smooth, then rolled a long thin rope. My ultimate goal is to break it into little bits that burn completely in 1-3 minutes, which is the opposite of everyone asking advice on the internet. Mugwort is new to me, but I like it in its raw dried form. If it burns as beautifully, I should look into growing it.

The tooling package contained new tiny drill bits, this time with a constant-size shank so they’ll be easier to get straight in the chuck. Unfortunately they’re too large for the pin vise I have, and I wasn’t in the mood for the dremel, so I picked the basswood prototype pieces back up and trimmed the last one down to the line with a fresh razor blade. By then it was time for dinner, then P took in the laundry while I did dishes. Laundry fold, finished 1993 Tales of the City (wat), started Crashing but it’s so full of people not talking to each other I probably won’t finish it. Did some mending on Monster, snack, sleep.

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2020-10-17 07:58 am
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People who generally talk to each other

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Yesterday I found some weird behavior in the cases and deaths signals, went to the all hands led by C, which went great and we’re going to try rotating the meeting chair from now on. The afternoon went primarily to one on one meetings, which continue to be a delight. Got to meet and chat with P, our user experience researcher. Late in the afternoon D found a bug that’s causing integration tests to fail in the main branch of the API repo, though for some reason it didn’t stop auto deployment nor seems to be affecting behavior of the system in production. I’ll be picking that up on Monday.

Dinner, then we did a Zoom call with P’s folks (they’re all doing fine, though they’re having to carefully limit their news exposure, which is understandable).

The crossword machine had been acting up for a while, and P took it in for service on Thursday. Turns out the battery was bad, and the way they fix that is to just swap the whole device out for a new one and have you restore a backup onto it, then the old one goes in for recycling. The new iPad was ready yesterday, so P picked it up and it spent the rest of the day updating itself and installing the backup. It was ready just in time for crossword before I start turning into a pumpkin. Friday puzzles are getting harder, but we made it through with just a couple of sticky spots.

I watched more Tales of the City, which is still lovely and heartwarming and models good consent and handling of bids for attention without losing the context of relationships which are sometimes messy and people who sometimes make mistakes.

I finished mask #2. Not sure if I’ll make another.

Snack, sleep. Dreamt of some kind of complicated problem solving but the details have faded.

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2020-09-10 07:37 am
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Less and less Horde fanfic

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Yesterday was an early start so P could catch the 9:15 shuttle. At work we finally skipped over Z and just picked something to put in the public release. I tracked down G and it turned out they had run tests last week but just neglected to tell us the results. I located the government guidelines on accessible data visualizations for S, who was confused about why our stuff needs to play nice with screen readers. I set up a cron job for a correlations dashboard, bounced back a PR for doing something needlessly complicated in PHP, fixed the monthly F micro data roll-up, gave N a brief introduction to the unfinished validation package, met with our claims data partner, met with Engineering, and had a surly moment with R&R about what kind of support I need for setting and maintaining priorities in the face of constant requests for updates on low-priority tasks.

Dinner, crossword, sewing and Originals (finished the second pocket; hemming is next), snack, sleep.

Tuesday, I worked late, but had a good chat with my sister. We both seem to be okay with a relationship where there are times when we’re good for each other and times when we’re not, and we talked about strategies for identifying transition periods. Also the usual mutual brain dump of everything that’s happened in the meantime.

Finished Gideon the Ninth and started Harrow the Ninth. It is extremely unreliable narrator circus, which usually gives me hives. So far it’s redeeming itself by making the unreliable part a pbafpvbhf bepurfgengvba bs bar bs gur bgure punenpgref (/rot13), and the author is using second and third person to distinguish the different modes. CN for emesis and gore.

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2020-07-29 07:01 am
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Go the to sleep

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Past couple of days my journal time has gone to additional sleep. Yesterday, I fixed an issue with the API server, met with the person who caused it to go over some of the administration details so they’ll be able to help out in future, went to the big group meeting, met with Engineering, had therapy, and cleared a pile of administrative tasks. I’ve started to have some attention issues and have been leaning hard on todo lists to cope. Grandma called to catch up and ask if my CMU library access might help her with some research on sod houses in the 1890s, then dinner, crossword, finished mending a pair of P’s shorts while watching Crazy Delicious (it’s essentially GBBO where everything is a farce), snack, sleep.

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2020-07-19 06:52 am

Megabunny

Yesterday the aggregations failed again so I more-permanently turned off validation. I did the laundry and P helped get it on the line. I ordered more drink mix from DripDrop; their flavors are good and it’s easy to dose for everyday use. We had a video call with P’s folks for D’s birthday, which was a bunch of fun. We lit candles and blew them out, and A&M’s new-ish dog co-starred; very cute. Lunch, then P and I rearranged furniture in the work room so now it’s possible to move around in there, plus there’s another flat surface for maybe starting some hand sewing projects. Took in the wash, threw in some sheets, then put a couple hours in on the White. The rheostat is not what I expected; there’s no carbon stack and I suspect it’s not even really a rheostat, just a fat resistor with three settings. Took apart most of the knee lever to be sure, and yeah — it’s just a SP4T rotary switch. So that settles it, definitely replacing the whole shebang with a triac+diac and a continuous pot. Next I have to figure out how to build the circuit correctly so nobody gets electrocuted, which will require some unfamiliar calculations. I need a book.

Hung the sheets out, then dinner, which was challenging. Early period (23 days is some bullshit) plus humidity was either the sum cause of or exacerbated whatever nausea, which did the normal thing of coming in waves until I had a panic attack, worst in a while. Crossword, then did not return to Lucifer but instead started watching Kipo, a kids show about post-apocalyptic earth with tons of mutant/large/talking creatures. A++, would recommend. P helped take in the sheets, then I played Two Dots until I’d exhausted the panic engine, then sleep. Dreamt of debugging fancy drinks machines and being unprepared for an orchestra rehearsal.

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2020-06-29 06:47 am

The clippers need sharpening

Yesterday P went to the farmers market and got Bulgarian pastries, peaches, sweet cherries, sour cherries, blueberries, radishes, zucchini, snap peas, parsley, lettuce, and a vegan sourdough raspberry corn muffin. I trimmed P’s hair, then answered some questions for the hackathon. Lunch, crossword, cleaned the Windsor (boiling a dishwasher pod gets rid of an amazing amount of carbon), prepped the blueberries and half the cherries, and threw together some quick team awards. Did the hackathon closing Zoom call with just A and me. What a lovely event! A bit of yield whiplash but that’s normal for any first time. I ate the muffin for snack; one of the better muffins I’ve ever had. Back in the kitchen I added a peach to the fruit mix, macerated with sugar and some orange liqueur, then boiled to a compote while I cleaned up. Mom called in need of a sounding board about D’s memorial, so we talked about that and all the other news from home. The corn is growing tall, the potatoes are enthusiastic, the slugs are running rampant. She wants to get geese, both for that and to protect the yard against the neighbor’s dogs.

Dinner, DS9, snack, sleep. Dreamt of dance shoes, helping M with ESL, cluttered spaces, a new way to do crunches, sci-fi policies and procedures, beverage-based system status indicators, picking people up from the airport.

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2020-04-27 07:17 am

NIX; RYS

Yesterday I delivered aggregations, and wrote and tested a thing to generate the individual response data, which will work better once we have weights more recent than the 11th.

Lunch, crossword, laundry, then I spent the rest of the afternoon finishing up cleaning the White. Next is oiling and reassembly, though I expect that will wait until the weekend.

Dinner, caught up with mom on the phone, DS9, snack, sleep. Dreamt of strikes and long bus trips and watching other people’s kids and golems and YA fantasy authors and long chases through winding staircases in a cathedral.

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2020-04-21 06:53 am

SAND CATS

Yesterday was substantially more relaxed. I delivered the CID lists in the morning, made some progress on the automation scripts, then took a (leadership-mandated) break and cleaned more of the White and watched DS9. I texted with dad a bit, had lunch, met with F’s team, then did an analysis to help them better quantify some of the lag issues they’re seeing in when the CIDs they generate finally show up in the survey lists. F did their public release yesterday and today, which seems to have gone well, although they’re not distinguishing in their interface between daily and weekly which is an interesting choice. The CMU interface only uses daily estimates, which means counties are sparser than they are in the weeklies. Lab meeting at 4 to look over each sensor in the interface and make sure everything appears to be working. A bunch of the data from F was being manually masked even though it became available early that morning; the viz team had it fixed by end of day. Still some irregularities to chase down but we’re in pretty good shape. Dinner, evening call with my sensor group, looked over a massive pull request from D that will get the data import from all sensors into the API without requiring manual intervention, crossword, snack, sleep. Dreamt of a road trip down to Georgia and serendipitous meetings with old friends from high school; river boats in South Carolina; a cat that wasn’t quite right; M getting really into video production; matching pajamas.

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2020-04-16 06:29 am
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Semi-permanent eyelid twitch

Yesterday the qualtrics data broke, which turned out to have been my fault; thankfully L was able to restore our data and get us back on track. I tried a new thing where I ghost out of the lab meeting early so I have time to properly get lunch before the standup with F, which worked, someone else stepped in and took over notes, and I had enough time to comfortably eat lunch. Had a panic attack, but had enough time. Laid down some law with F about protocols for changing the survey and what is required by IRB vs the DUA. Spent the rest of the afternoon working with LB to figure out the aggregation automation system and division of labor, working with L on a new copy of the survey to deploy with the changes intended for yesterday and getting that published, handling some changes to the survey for A and G, and then finally getting the aggregation system to run without errors for the first time since Monday. Very proud of that. Grandma called in the middle of a conference call, and left a very sweet message; I tried to call her back but she must’ve been busy. I’ve been working about 8:30-7+ this week and should probably get a better handle on my schedule.

Dinner, P had already handled most of the trash so it was just the dead veg in the fridge to go, crossword, sleep. Dreamt of pollarding apple and cherry trees, houseguests, nail polish, feathered dragons.

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2020-04-04 07:35 am
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A slight summoning malfunction

Yesterday for work I fixed the bug reports that came in over night. We had our lab meeting; I got promoted to manager for the crowdcast project. I tend to manage up hard when I sense an organizational vacuum, but that always feels super awkward, so it’s nice to know other folks were seeing it too. There were a few snags with the new deployment system but we hammered them out, and e-mails to users were released in batches starting at about 6pm eastern. Very chuffed.

I arranged with mom to have her call me when she got off work, then we had dinner, which was good. Call with mom was overdue so I’mma try and make it a habit. All is surprisingly well with them considering, but it’s good to have company, even if virtual, for the day to day struggles. Crossword, DS9, snack, sleep. Dreamt of a posh restaurant built into an old rambling house with confusing servant stairs. D was there, dissatisfied with T’s progress at learning piano. Then there were a series of time travel sequences and a surprise stream train.

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2020-03-21 08:26 am

Mmmm attachments?

Yesterday for work I fixed the broken CUDA upgrade and also applied it to the next machine in line. A student asked about compute resources for an upcoming paper deadline, so I made sure she had access, in the process fixing some broken python configurations that were missing pip and virtualenv.

It was super warm out, so during a break in the rain I dug some raspberries out of the lawn and potted them up for F. Easier than I expected.

For the White I started in on the throat plate and bobbin access cover. They are both nickel-plated and need slightly more delicate handling. There’s some old tape adhesive on the throat plate that’s being stubborn but I’ll get it. I asked facebook about a part I’ve been looking for that would make it reasonable to cast my own knobs out of resin: a D-profile tube to use as a shaft insert. Turns out it is not remotely a standard part, which is a shame. In the process though I found a manufacturer for knob clips that perform the same/similar purpose, and while I was explaining the A/B problem dad offered to just turn me some knobs out of aluminum. I sent him a set of barebones specs and he sent me a pic last night — the results are gorgeous, and even fit the sortof mid-century transitional vibe of the machine. I’m blown away. Once they’re on the shafts I can mark the positions for the numbers and they’ll be better than when the machine was new.

After dinner we did the crossword, then I watched DS9, had a snack, and went to sleep. Dreamt of time travel, floating, shape-shifting, author meet and greets, pen names, middle school, and a fun computer program using midi melodies to draw pictures and teach math.

COVID-19 update: the first case in the CMU community has been confirmed, a student who came back from spring break. Thankfully I haven’t been on campus since the sixth, so no worries there, but basically the pandemic is proceeding as expected. P is exhausted from remote teaching all week, and may need to reconfigure expectations and requirements so that everyone including him will make it to the end of the semester without burning out.

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2020-02-08 07:37 am
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Melted from underneath pretty quick

Yesterday we were up early to get P off to an appointment in Forest Hills safely. It had snowed maybe 4 inches, and the plows hadn’t been out to side streets yet, so the extra time was appreciated.

With the rest of the morning I finished the ironing, sketched out the bulk bin bag prototypes and results, and cut out some adjusted large bags.

At work I finished resolving conflicts, got another few exchanges through the current test, then ran up against the lack of lemmatization support in the way I was doing wildcard searches. I built out a database-backed version of the parser lexicon that handles that functionality, but there seems to still be a problem with frame argument annotation.

I mailed off T’s bday present, adding in some goodies from the art store.

I started reading Imager’s Intrigue. The story has slowly shifted over to political commentary, though the solutions are a bit too pat.

Home, unpacked boxes. Left a lorge surprise in P’s spot on the couch😎. The leather I bought to protect the side seams on my pants from cross-body bag abrasion is unsuitable; it’s more of a chamois weight and texture. Well, it was on sale for cheap.

Dinner, crossword, Repair Shop, snack, ordered magic chocolate beverage supplies, sleep. Dreamt of a fascinating linguistics orthography puzzle that was linked to an interdimensional portal with (small) dinosaurs.

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2020-01-05 08:02 am

the weirdest gaudete

Yesterday I was possessed by several small cleaning spirits, and tidied the dining room table, the papers stuck to the fridge, and the third floor bathroom. P walked to Pigeon for a bagel, we ate lunch together, did the crossword, then he came down with an illness-foreboding headache and spent much of the afternoon in bed. I folded laundry, then started sewing the long piped seam on one of the chair seats. Gideon the Ninth continues excellent and I want to spend more time with these characters. Called mom to catch up on the holidays. Dinner, Voyager, snack, sleep. Epic dreams that Olin was founded in collaboration with a colony of dwarves living in Parcel B, had fallen out with them over a period of decades, and it was up to a small party of us to restore the relationship.

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2020-01-02 06:46 am

Elementary school breakfast club

Yesterday I started hemming the final handkerchief. After lunch, P and I sent D away to have a nap while we made casserole. It worked great! Chicken, onions, celery, garlic, a bit of Marsala, cream of chicken soup, tarragon, gruyere, and cavatappi. I cleaned the stove, P loaded the dishwasher. Once the casserole was cool P packed it up in containers and loaded them into the freezer. For dinner there was chicken pot pie from Heller’s, and my usual red lentil pin oats and stuff. Sorted the extra food into a box to ship or for their consumption. Packed my purse, packed my suitcase, sleep. Dreamt of the worst science fair and a weird soda machine that sometimes gave out old-timey bottles of orange Fanta instead of what you selected.

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2020-01-01 07:25 am

We’ll crib from Fogel

Yesterday I made another batch of nut and seed bars, with a lower oven temperature and checking on them more obsessively, and they only caught a little at the edges. Acceptable. P and I went to Staples for envelopes and mailing labels, and also picked up a long-arm stapler I’ll be shipping back to Pittsburgh. After lunch I did all the folding and stapling and stuffing and labeling, and they were just a gram or two short of an ounce so I put two stamps on all the domestic ones in case of scale miscalibration (international first class is good up to two ounces). Walked them down to the post office and done. Very pleased. While we were out earlier we’d picked up a nice piece of cod for dinner, some pot pie and quiche for today and the freezer, and ingredients for casserole to split up and freeze. D’s been running ragged for ages and sometimes it’s nice to just dump something into the oven for dinner instead of trying to cook tired. In the afternoon I started hemming another handkerchief. Baked cod, sweet potatoes, and green beans 2 for dinner (green beans 1 were discarded for being slimy, boo), and I made a kindof weird saffron quinoa pin oat raisin porridge for me. After dinner P got the radio working and managed to pick up broadcasts from China and we think Romania. Snack, sleep. Dreamt, but they’ve already faded.

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2019-12-31 06:42 am

kristen schaal is a horse, plus boxcutters

Yesterday was a repeated exercise in backing myself into corners. The whole house slept in until almost nine, which didn’t help. PT came for G, which put off baking time until nearly lunch, since they usually do laps through the kitchen. I did make the nut and seed bars: the sunflower seeds were raw, because the WF we’d gone to didn’t have roasted unsalted ones. I attempted to roast mine, but something was fishy smelling about the results. Fine, I’d bought pepitas, and I’ve done all-pepitas bars before. No wee pan for syrup, so, microwave. Forgot the honey. The whole mixture turned out dry, so added water, which made it misbehave while pressing into shape. Baked them, assuming the oven would work the same as at home. No. Torched the whole lot. Hangry by then, so, lunch. Showered and took off for the library. While arranging the spreads into a signature I realized I’d counted my spreads wrong and was one short. Made an extra spread out of small happy moments and places. The librarian was nice and let me break a twenty for the copier, though I still came up short in small bills for the number of copies I’d selected, and something must be weird with one of the rollers because it transferred bits of ghost images randomly. Is okay; is authentically DIY. But, by then it was like 4:30, and I desperately needed snack, and there were no snacks at the house, and I forgot it gets dark earlier here because we’re farther east in the time zone, and it was thunder sleeting. Wellp. Walked to the bus stop, ate the candy bar that was still in my bag, walked to WF, bought walnuts and coconut to try for another batch of bars, bought cinnamon cookies in case they flop again, then sat in the eating area and plugged in my poor abused cell phone to wait for P to pick me up. Home, dinner, scrabble, then finished looking over P’s teaching portfolio. Sleep. Woof. Dreamt I could phase through matter, which was cool, but it was chiefly to get away from a race of telepathic tyrannosaurs and their minions, which was extremely not cool. Running into my abusive ex while on a half-baked road trip was almost pleasant in comparison. Ugh.

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2019-12-30 07:30 am

Just play along

Yesterday I made a bunch of illustrations for the New Years zine, rearranged some stuff, and did up the back cover. Front cover, photocopying, and shipping is left. M and D went to Trader Joe’s to stock up on the soup G likes. After lunch P and I took M to the airport, with many hugs and pats to transmit to A and the dogs. On the way home we stopped at the inferior Whole Foods for nut/seed bar supplies. D made chicken cacciatore for dinner, and I polished off the K-compatible leftovers. In the evening D asked about nutritionists for G, so I talked through the wide variety I’ve seen over the years and encouraged her to ask their PCP the right questions to get a referral to a GI specialist as well. Snack and sleep. Dreamt of a horrid alternate CMU campus, with mangled voicemails from MLD staff, getting interminably lost, and unexpectedly walking into active meeting rooms, lecture halls, SCA court processions, orchestra pits, etc.

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2019-12-29 06:43 am

What can I get you my friend

Yesterday I finished the cutting and pasting for the now New Years letter. E went on an adventure to Tangiers, the middle eastern market. I had a bit of executive function trouble and was compelled to look at all the things, which was soothing. P had a ma’amoul and some Turkish coffee. We got olive oil and a nice black tea, and looked for straight-sided glass teacups for D but came up empty. Home, I did some hemming for quiet alone time, then came downstairs and offloaded all my accumulated “how to recover from illness-induced disordered eating and reach your calorie goals” knowledge. For dinner, P and I made tortillas. This time we added water just until it started to stick to the inside of the bowl, about an extra 50% of what the recipe said. Kneaded the ever loving snot out of it in the process. Worked great! I got a bunch of them to puff on the griddle, and they stayed soft and supple through the meal. D handled reheating the leftover fillings. I employed more restraint while eating and felt better for it afterwards. P and I played scrabble, then I went to bed. Dreamt of getting lost in the bus system, and of coming into a personal stylist shop during an unexpectedly busy time. Social anxiety on top of social anxiety is not my favorite.

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2019-12-28 07:38 am

some weird magic eye scrying thing

Yesterday we went on an adventure to a latino grocery, and found dozens of them on Park St. the first one we went into was unexpectedly small and dim and full of big dudes and it was clear we shouldn’t be in there. The next one we picked was huge and bright and full of the right kind of vegetables. We got maseca for tortillas, cabbage, bell peppers, cilantro, limes, chipotles in adobo, and beans. I thought about but did not ultimately go for nopales. Home, snack, then I had some alone time with a new book and more hemming. The book is completely constructed out of tropes, and not in an ironic way, and I do not want to spend any more time with the characters, and so I shan’t.

For dinner D roasted potatoes, carrots, and squash, M made tortillas, sockeye, salsa, crema, and guac, and I made cumin peppers and green beans, saffron rice, and refried beans. It was a spectacular spread. Ate too much but no ultimate regrets.

D had the idea and P executed it to put the wedge cushions from the couch in our bed so I can have a better sleeping angle. Worked great! Dreamt of various psychic powers, long slides, circus acts, diplomacy, and episodes out of order.

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2019-12-27 06:46 am

Frozen and thawed

Yesterday I took a long walk in the center looking at purses and came up empty. M made carrot ginger soup and reserved some for me without onions, which was lovely. I went to Whole Foods and got some K-compatible snacks for when the holiday cookies for the rest of the house come out. I hemmed another handkerchief for T. Siege Tactics is done, and well-ended thanks to a nice chunky epilogue. There are more, which is good. G had the occupational therapist in, which helped a lot I think. He’s too close to see how much he’s improving over time, so it is good to have someone reviewing goals and abilities and other such metrics on a regular basis. Dinner was green beans almandine with pin oats for me, and eggplant rotini? for the house from a local catering company; basically stuffed shells with fried eggplant in place of the shells. Everything was enjoyed by all. Afterwards P and M played Dark Tower via pass-and-play on the iPad. Bed at the usual time. Dreamt of block days in high school french class, security clearance, an alternate universe where computers were developed early and we had a war followed by a lasting peace treaty with the AIs in 1882, and flying strawberries to a small research station in the far north in a sort of biplane.